Things I Have To See.

I was standing in my old street the one I grew up in; it had 4 massive grassy areas with a road going through the middle of it. I found that I was looking up at the sky thinking it doesn’t look right? I mean it was blue but it just wasn’t right, the clouds where starting to move faster and faster and get darker, and the sky was no longer blue it also had turned dark. But then the earth started to spin I mean really spin to point I just wanted to puke my guts up. I remember putting my arms out to steady myself only to hit my bedroom wall in my sleep. I though this to be odd as I was supposes to be asleep RIGHT!! Any way back to the dream.

As the earth was spinning I was getting visions of destruction on earth like water over flowing in rivers and fish dying and the sea coming into land and then the drought no water in the rivers or seas; and trees being pulled up, building being blown up or falling down, Aeroplanes falling from the sky. Rain was like acid burning into parked cars, hailstones were the size of footballs, tornadoes appeared right in front of me, and the wind was really blowing and that noise it makes. I remember putting my fingers in my ears at this point; and I was wishing like hell for it to stop, `not cos I was scared but cos I felt sick with the spinning going on. I managed to lay on the floor but these visions where still with me. They were being played to me as fast as the spinning was happening. Like a video on fast-forward.

I then decided to crawl into the house I thought I’d be safe in there. But as I got in side everything in the house was shacking the floorboards where coming up I just laid they’re waiting for this to stop.

I’ve had lucid dreams before where im in control but this one I just couldn’t, I couldn’t change it or make it more pleasant for me. I had to just wait it out I had to keep seeing the killing of ppl and animals the destruction of the weather, and the bombs going of tanks going by men marching in full battle gear I hated every minute of it. This seemed to go on for hours but of course this was just a smidgeon of that time.

Finally after what seemed forever every thing started to slow down really slowly. I stayed on the floor for a while b/cos I felt dizzy and sick. I got up after a while and looked out side, then went out side. I looked at the sky the colour of it was a mix of red and orange the sun was closer to the earth and the heat was so intense I felt thirsty within seconds. The clouds where still they’re, and moving fast and kind of disappearing fast too. I looked to the floor and the once so green grass was now dry and brown.

I woke up after that…well I was kind of awake anyway it’s too hard for me to try and make you understand what I mean when I say that.

Man when they want to show me things they don’t half show me. And try a shit the living daylights out of me. I was 24 when I had this one.

Gracy K Farraud © 2006/2007